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.Friday, June 30, 2006 ' ♥
hatred, love, lust. 人心太远了


school was as usual. after school, went heartland. with karmen nanny and erin. after that, karmen went home. then around 3pm, meet up with hweehan meishan cassandra and xumin for awhile. after that, me and erin went up to joopeng's house. we play poker cards. LOLS. damn boring lah. hahas. but hai hao. the 'game' is nice. LOLS. sighs~ then around 6plus, me and erin jiu leave liao. those guys are people i called, friendsforever.


其实早明了,你的爱已随风飘,想要找再也找不到

Walk away, Loved. 9:23:00 PM `
.Thursday, June 29, 2006 ' ♥
the sound you walk away.


i dont know whats happening to me. i'm just not myself these few days. argh~ today went to school as usual. lesson was boring. after school, went heartland to eat. then around 5plus, hoki came to fetch karmen. they went for dinner. then left me erin and nanny. we talk about alot of things. mostly about our relationship. yup. talking about the past.

我只要 你记住
love her for all i care.

Walk away, Loved. 8:58:00 PM `
.Wednesday, June 28, 2006 ' ♥
i thought we could be.


okae. i'm back. LOLS. today is the third day of school. went to school as usual today. lesson somehow started today. nanny isnt here today. she's still having fever[38.4degrees] well, today got assembly. and they are like talking about blogging. LOLS. i also dont remember what they say. LOLS. after school, actually got the investiture rehearsal. but we decided not to go as like they didnt even confirm whether sec4s should be going anot. so me erin and karmen went heartland to buy somethings to eat then went over to nanny's house. pass her some h/w. (: hahas. and chatted with her. around 4pm we jiu leave liao. reached home around 5plus. oh well, i'm tired. having serious mood swing. i'm not in good mood, dont ask me why cause i also dont know! sighs~

Walk away, Loved. 8:44:00 PM `
.Tuesday, June 27, 2006 ' ♥
our supposed 16th month.


well, the second day of school. damn sians okae. my study mood isnt there anymore. i'm just slacking, all the way. including my POA. what the fcuk hell am i doing? for goodness sake. meizhen, study hard.

argh~ cant the school just stop checking our attire? i dont wish to look like a nerd every morning. argh~ stupid school. waste time on all these stupid stuffs. siao~ lesson started today. but most of the teachers didnt teach. make me so feel like sleeping lah. so damn tired. after school, went up to the hall. jmo say mayb we are needed. so me and karmen went up. but around 250pm, karmen went for her drum. and i felt so damn wierd there. theres no sec4s prefect except for me and jmo. sighs~ but mr neo was like saying, the sec4s NA should be involve. because you all might be coming back next year unless you want to give up everything. oh well, whatever. after the thing around 305pm. LOLS. me and hweehan went to joopeng house to look for erin. i dont know why jmo walk so fast. he reached earlier than us. LOLS. they are watching THE EYE 1. i watch awhile then around 4pm, me erin and hweehan jiu leave liao. erin pei me go top-up my ez-link. then go take bus home liao. reach home, took a nap from 6pm-8plus. XD

see me fly,
i'm proud to fly up high.


别说我的眼泪你无所谓

Walk away, Loved. 9:18:00 PM `
.Monday, June 26, 2006 ' ♥
school reopened.


a rubbish day in school today. go school like do nothing sia. argh~ waste time only. today wake up around 535am. then bath and do my usual things. leave home around 630am. reach school around 710am. if i'm not wrong. hahas. after that, went up to the hall. stay in the hall for damn freaking long. and the hall is extremely hot lah. -.- then got attire check. luckily never kenna caught. hahahas. then went for recess and lessons. bored~

after school, went superbowl with erin karmen nanny bentan joopeng jmo jasper and ernest. LOLS. so damn odd. sighs~ well, after that went up to joopeng's house. watch VCD again. THE EYE 10. i watch before lerh. but dont mind watching again. hahas. around 6pm, went for dinner with erin nanny and karmen, then after that they went for their tuition and i headed home.

i so miss lianiee.
i so miss queenie.
i so miss huimin mummy.
and i love peixuan mummy. <3

Walk away, Loved. 9:07:00 PM `
.Sunday, June 25, 2006 ' ♥
i will return you double.


sighs~ today woke up around 1pm. my mum nag and nag and nag. keep asking me to wake up. argh~ wake up around 5mins later, my sister call me. ask me to go shopping with her. LOLS. then i went to bath, around 130pm meet her at my house downstairs. hahas. i'm so fast right. XD then we headed to marina square. shopshopshop. she bought alot of things. and she bought one earring for me. hahas. around 5plus, headed home. cause she's going for a wedding dinner tonight. (: after i reach home, around 6plus actually want go over my godmum's house but she isnt at home. so i went to look for hweehan. cause she promised to pei me go buy school shoe. -.- hahas. the shoes costed me $26.90. i'm broke. ): after buying, we chat awhile around 8pm me jiu walk home lerh.

Walk away, Loved. 11:22:00 PM `
.Saturday, June 24, 2006 ' ♥
leave me if all you do is hurt me.


today wake up around 10plus11am. then prepare then meet joopeng they all at ave8 derh mac around 1plus. there got joopeng robin jasper and xiangyu. then after i eat finish, we went to look for gilbert and jmo. as they are still at the salon. hahas. then after that go take bus go joopeng's house awhile. then after that i went heartland look for nanny. pei her choose new specs. go buy black hair dye then go up her house to help her dye her hair. hahas. i'm just like her hair-dresser lah. LOLS. then i reach home around 6pm.

Walk away, Loved. 10:20:00 PM `
.Friday, June 23, 2006 ' ♥
looking back on the things i've done.


yesterday slept around 3am in the morning. thanks joopeng, for trying your best to cheer me up.

today woke up around 830am. meet up with karmen at mac around 10am. i forced myself to get out of bed. but i'm damn freaking tired. had breakfast there, then went heartland walkwalk. around 1045am, nanny and erin come meet us. then we walk around. pei them go KFC to eat. then around 1135am we walk back to school. LOLS. we are like 15mins late for physics lesson can. but i also no mood to study at all. argh~ after lesson, around 2pm jiu go home lerh. reach home slack. then around 4pm went to lie on the bed and i fell asleep. until 515pm i suddenly wake up. lucky i got wake up arh. arbo die. LOLS. then go prepare. meet up with xumin and jasline at pasir ris MRT station around 645pm. then go take bus403 go to the bbq. hahas.

kinda boring there. cause its raining and i'm super tired. so around 9plus me and xumin jiu leave liao. thanks gurl. love you plenty. (: i miss chrystal! ):



Walk away, Loved. 11:43:00 PM `
.Thursday, June 22, 2006 ' ♥
oh well, kill me.


around 7plus, lianiee, mummy, queenie and tou came. so happy to see them. i very long never see them lerh. i hope we arent fading away yeah? (: and karmen lefted with hoki. eat mac then went heartland walkwalk. then go back mac sit again. i love them all. <3 and i reached home around 9plus. theres school tomorrow, for goodness sake, how am i going to concentrate? argh~



Walk away, Loved. 11:04:00 PM `
.Wednesday, June 21, 2006 ' ♥
die, another day.


i stay at home for the whole day today, such a goodgurl right? XD hahas. nobody jio me out. somemore stupid lianiee whole afternoon never online. LOLS. want meet her also cannot. hahas. okae, i woke up at 1pm today. so amazing right. i can sleep until so late. usually 11plus jiu wake up lerh. haas. too tired lerh bah. wake up lerh, use computer. until 3plus, my mum finally came home. LOLS. cause i called her to buy things for me to eat. haas. nothing much, then around 7plus eat my dinner, watch tv. just did some POA h/w. i die liao lah. school reopen next monday and all my h/w are undone. gosh~

愛你 不是因為你的美而已
我越來越愛你 每個眼神觸動我的心
因為你讓我看見Forever 才了解自己
未來這些日子 要好好珍惜

愛我 有些痛楚 有些不公平
如果真的愛我 不是理所當然的決定
感到妳的呼吸在我耳邊 像微風神奇
溫柔的安撫 我的不安定
所以我~要 每天研究你的笑容 Ooh 多麼自然

Forever love Forever love 我只想用我這一輩子去愛你
從今以後 你會是所有 幸福的理由愛情是場最美最遠的旅行

沿途雨季泥濘 偶爾阻礙我們的前進
感到妳的體溫在我懷裡 像陽光和煦
巧妙的融化 我的不安定 不可思議 
證明我愛你的理由 Ooh 多麼自然
妳感動的眼睛 我沉默的聲音
彷彿就是最好的證明 就讓我在說一次 I love you oh (直到永遠)


Walk away, Loved. 10:50:00 PM `
.Tuesday, June 20, 2006 ' ♥
i'm afraid.


today wake up around 11am. i'm still very tired. -.- eat a cup noodle. hahas. dont wish to waste money on food. hais. seriously broke. meet up with erin at bus stop around 1235pm. cause nanny they all pang sei her. luckily she still got me. XD haas. after meet her up, went to mac to meet up with jason and chengsiong. hahas. did some POA h/w. after that around 2pm, we walk back to school for physics lesson. lesson was alright lah. hahas. lesson ended around 330pm. having serious stomachache. argh~ after lesson, stay in school awhile, erin pei me. then after that went up to joopeng's house. need to pei erin mah. hahas. we at there slack, i did some POA h/w. then watch a disc, ren rou zha shou bao. so gross can the show. so yucks* for goodness sake. LOLS. then around 8plus jiu go home lerh.

i wish i was dead.
so that i would feel any pain.

Walk away, Loved. 10:02:00 PM `
.Monday, June 19, 2006 ' ♥
my happy ending.


wake up at 7am today. thanks joopeng for the morning call. haas. wake up lerh, bath then around 8am jiu leave house. meet hweehan on bus62. then go mac meet up with erin they all for breakfast. i reached there around 850am. karmen was late. hoki came after that. then mingyi came also. hahas. after eating, around 945am, we walk back to school. went up to the hall. so damn boring can. mrs lim-foo saying all the same old things. i know she meant good. but its like, its making us bored. okae, whatever. the whole session ended around 1130am. then went up to the AVA room for physics lesson. hahas. okae lah. mrong go through prelim test paper. well~ then around 1pm, me karmen erin and nanny headed to heartland for lunch. (: hahas.

after eating, go heartland walkwalk. then around 2pm, went up to nanny's house. she passed us the presents she bought for us from hongkong. thanks nanny. you are the best lah. hahas. she bought me a roxy handbag and a HELLO KITTY NECKLACE! she's great right?! (: after that, around 3pm, we left her house. she's going for tuition. hoki came and give us a ride to karmen's house. he went up also. -.- hahas. at there slack, play with nail polish. XD hahas. then around 6pm, we went to kovan in hoki's car again. hahas. ate our dinner at hawker. then erin and karmen go meet up with nanny because they have tuition. and hoki give me a ride home! thanks! hahas.
___________________________

so much for my happy ending
ohoh, ohoh
ohoh, ohhh
let's talk this over
it's not like we're dead
was it something i did?
was it something you said?
don't leave me hangin'
in a city so dead
held up so high
on such a breakable thread
you were all the things i thought i knew and i thought we could be
you were everything, everything that i wanted
we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
how could the memories, so close to me, just fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending
ohoh,so much for my happy ending ohohohoh,
you've got your dumb friends
i know what they say
they tell you i'm difficult but so are they
but they don't know me
do they even know you?
all the things you hide from me
all the stuff that you do, (all the stuff that you do)
you were all the things i thought i knew
and i thought we could be
you were everything, everything that i wanted
we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
how could the memories, so close to me, just fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending
it's nice to know that you were there
thanks for acting like you cared
and making me feel like i was the only one
it's nice to know we had it all
thanks for watching as i fall
and letting me know we were done
he was everything, everything that i wanted
we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
how could the memories, so close to me, just fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending.
you were everything, everything that i wanted
we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
how could the memories, so close to me, just fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending.
ohoh,so much for my happy ending ohohohoh,
so much for my happy ending ohohohoh,ohoh,ohhhhh

Walk away, Loved. 9:31:00 PM `
.Sunday, June 18, 2006 ' ♥
happy fathers' day.


alright. shall blog early today. since theres nothing for me to do and theres school tomorrow. got to turn-in early today. hahas. dont wish to feel restless tomorrow morning. today is sunday. and its fathers' day. HAPPY FATHERS' DAY to all fathers! hahas. okae, i'm bored lah. argh~ today wake up around 11plus12pm. i'm tired can. but i cant sleep! roars* i dont know whats going on in me lah. i'm going crazy. argh~ i eat a packet of fried noodles. than around less than 1hour, my mum cook hao lerh and ask me to eat again. i'm like so full lah. then i tell her i dont want to eat. i drink soup only. hahas. then use computer. around 7pm. eat dinner. hahas. my mum cook lah. like once in a blue moon. XD nice dinner lah. hahas. i'm at home for the whole day okae, such a goodgurl. LOLS.

Walk away, Loved. 8:47:00 PM `
. ' ♥
father's day celebration.


everything is so messed-up right now. argh~ today wake up around 12plus. around 3plus4pm, went downstairs to buy instant noodles and one bottle of greentea. then around 4plus. my sister called and ask me go down fetch my niece. then she told me we are going JB to have dinner tonight. -.- LOLS. around 8plus, she come fetch us. got total six people going, hahas. my parents, my sister, my brother-in-law, my niece and of cause, me! haas. reach there kinda fast. we eat 'zi char'. ordered six type of things. LOLS. one veg, one fish, one chicken, one lala, one seafood[i dont know what is it called], and buns? total:158RM. LOLS. i eat until kinda full lah. hahas. and its quite nice though. but singapore's veg is nicer. hahas. after eating, coming out that time take so long lor. so many cars. -.- hahas. whatever. i reached home around 12am.

people, help me make a choice please.
if you were me,
would you go for your primary school class gathering
or your current CCA's bbq?
argh~ and its on the same day!

总是忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪
你才会给安慰

Walk away, Loved. 1:42:00 AM `
.Saturday, June 17, 2006 ' ♥
SL camp`06


i'm back home. hahas. its already 2plus now. XD today wake up around 11plus. then around 210pm, went to meet siminHONEY at bugis MRT station. i reach there around 230pm. i saw laosuSWEETHEART. hees. talk to her awhile. she's waiting for chloe. hahas. chloe was late and is damn late. they are supposed to meet at 2pm. -.- honey was late too. hahas. but nevermind lah. she stay at woodlands. so far. LOLS. she reached around 3pm. hahas. after she reached, we went to KFC to eat. haas. i'm so hungry lah. after eating, we went to look for caijin they all. i dont know them also. i saw shihui[claudia's friend] with them. so qiao. hahas. after that me and honey go walkwalk ourselves. at junction walk, then go street walk. around 5pm, we went to mac outside sitsit. sit there, drink coke and chat. hahas. feeling real comfortable with her. (: we talk about almost everything. hahas. after that around 545pm, jiu go take MRT go home liao.

reach home, bath again. then around 7pm leave house and meet up with jmo at school there. went up to joopeng's house awhile. around 840pm, go to school for SL campfire. he's there. (: hahas. we helped miss ida to celebrate her birthday in advance. her birthday is tomorrow. she's sick also. around 10plus, went to the canteen. the campfire is cancelled. due to some stupidness. LOLS. then around 12plus, me and karmen jiu left lerh. we went mac to eat. reached home around 1am. (:


Walk away, Loved. 1:44:00 AM `
.Thursday, June 15, 2006 ' ♥
i'm no longer myself please.


i realised, i have changed, not only abit but alot. just whats happening? i really dont know. breaking down, i am. i so miss the old me. with no attitude problem. a year before, i was so cheerful, so carefree and so not attituded. hais. but now? i'm so hot-tempered now, so attitude problem. just whats happening? i need some advice. ):

today wake up around 12plus, did the same old things. around 5plus, went to my godmum's house. talk to her. and eat dinner there. around 8plus jiu go home lerh. hais. so bored. i'm going crazy. sighs~

在你心里我到底是什么?

Walk away, Loved. 10:05:00 PM `
.Wednesday, June 14, 2006 ' ♥
some hidden problems.


today wake up around 930am. meet up with joopeng at heartland around 11am. quite early lah. we went to see the thing that he wants to buy. then around 1120am, we walk to 238 and wait for erin, jmo they all to end their POA lesson. their lesson end around 1130am. then erin, karmen, bentan, jasper, jmo meet us and we went for breakfast/lunch together. we ate yoshi. hahas. after that at heartland walkwalk awhile. then around 1plus, we decide to go bentan house to watch poseidon DVD or VCD? LOL. i dont know. i saw hiim, so unexpected lah. hais. reach bentan house around 2plus? at there slack. talk, play poker. LOL. watch disc. hahas. shannon, xihong and weekheng joined us too. around 630pm, jiu go home lerh.


erin, i wish you all the best with hiim okae?
i have faith in the both of you. (:

Walk away, Loved. 9:27:00 PM `
.Tuesday, June 13, 2006 ' ♥
the hidden truth.


well, today was a nice day out. (: hahas. today wake up around 11am. left home around 1215pm. meet up with my friend, a normal friend. LOL. we meet at PS then take train to somerset. then walk to cine to buy movie tickets. we decided to watch she's the man, 455pm derh. hahas. after buying, we went long john to have lunch. hees. chat about alot of things. after eating, we went window shopping! LOL. starting from heeren then paragon, fareast and alot until i forget. LOL. almost the whole orchard. XD then around 420pm, we walk back to cine. sit outside the arcade awhile. then go buy pop-corns and drinks then went in to the cinemas. the show is so nice can. so funny. some part very sad. but still okae lah. its nice! no doubt. (: after the movie, around 7pm. we decide to go tampines mall. cause town no place for us to shop lerh. LOL. we reach there, walkwalk awhile then we went to the foodcourt to have dinner. then around 8plus jiu go home lerh.

wheets~ i'm so happy now. hahas. because of something else. (:

Walk away, Loved. 10:09:00 PM `
.Monday, June 12, 2006 ' ♥
i just wish for some forgiveness. its been 9months.


i'm tired. today wake up around 615am. reach school around 745am. went toilet then went to the band room. set up flute. seniors dont need to fall-in. XD LOL. old liao. then around 8plus, we leave the school and headed for kranji secondary. quite a distance away from yuying lah. LOL. on bus, sitting with my flautists. i love them so much can. (: reach there around 10am? i dont know. LOL.

well, theres total 5schools there, kranji, yuying, pasir ris, geyland med and hua yi. each school took turn to perform. well, we arent up to standard today, not at all. its unlike the past time. the team spirit, no longer there. i dont play well too, i know. but my job now is to study. but the sec1s? they are like so heck-care. hais. wondering how band will become. around 11plus, break for sectionals, then around 12plus a combined. around 1plus, headed back for school. can see that sirs arent happy with the performances today. well~ no comments. after that, headed home. went to take a nap from 5pm-8pm. hahas. skipped dinner. not hungry.

Walk away, Loved. 10:14:00 PM `
.Sunday, June 11, 2006 ' ♥
its just another heartbreaking moment.


today nothing special also. did the normal things i do everyday. i just felt so lost. i want to cry. but i cant. hais.

我会好好的
花还香香的
世界一直去
回忆真美丽
我是想着你
一直想着你
你在我心底
变成了秘密
.
不要说你爱我 你想我
如果你的心理没有这么做
只是勉强的敷衍我 我知道了会很难受
我要你默默走 不回头
我会清楚明白你要的是什么
不许勉强的安慰我 说奇怪的理由
.
到现在还是深深的深深的爱着你
是爱情的友情的都可以
那是我心中的幸福
我知道他苦苦的
到现在还是深深的深深的爱着你
是爱情的友情的都可以
那是我心中的幸福
不知道他苦苦的

Walk away, Loved. 9:51:00 PM `
.Saturday, June 10, 2006 ' ♥
nokia6280. (:


i got myself a phone. (: i'm happy but at the same time, i'm sad. cause i paid myself. $278. ): i'm broke okae. no more shoppings for me. gonna start saving money again. today wake up around 12pm. then around 7pm, went out with my parents. go eat first. then headed to parkway. and bought my 6280. i'm happy. but so sad that my old phone is spoilt.

路好长 心好累
回忆真美丽
____________________________________


我要的只是你在我身边

Walk away, Loved. 10:27:00 PM `
.Friday, June 09, 2006 ' ♥
i want a new phone please~


sighs~ i wish to get a new phone like tomorrow? the most i use my own money lah. hais. you all only know how to say that you have no money. but its like my phone is really spoilt, cannot make it. hais. i have never ask for much. i just wish for a new phone this time round.

today went to school for POA. and mdm soo ended the lesson very early. 12pm jiu end lerh. went home. around 3plus, went to PS mrt to meet jolin, claudia and shihui[claudia's friend]. hahas. we shop. jolin bought alot of things. around 8pm, went marina square. then around 9pm i jiu go home liao.

so much of the past.
i need some hope for the future.
imissyou. (:

Walk away, Loved. 10:46:00 PM `
.Thursday, June 08, 2006 ' ♥
i always hope that things would turn out better.


yesterday reach home around 11pm. sleep around 12plus. today wake up around 11plus. so tired. LOL. wake up, use computer slack. until around 3pm. go do my POA h/w. because tomorrow need to hand in. got around 13questions from textbook and one worksheet. so much lah~ argh~ i manage to finish all but afew parts dont know how to do. all the way until 9plus then i finish everything. goodness. tomorrow shall get help from mdm soo bah. haas. boring~ i want go out! but i cant! sobs~

Walk away, Loved. 9:59:00 PM `
.Wednesday, June 07, 2006 ' ♥
i will choose to believe you, again.


today wake up around 720am. then same, prepare for school for POA. reach school around 9am. went upto commerce room. she teach control account. okaeokae lah. not very difficult. hahas. still can cope. (: around 12pm, she give lunch break until 1pm. then go back, do some h/w. around 3plus jiu dimiss lerh. then me go take bus go home. reach home, bath then around 5pm leave house go sentosa to meet my primary school friends. i'm like so independent can. all alone from my house here go sentosa. LOL. i have to learn to be independent. hais. reach there around 6plus. there got quite a number of people. more than 10. unable to name all out lah. hahas. then we went harbourfront there derh mac to eat. gabriel came. we talk, laugh. hahas. funfun. 6/9`2002 rocks forever. (: tkcares people. i love all of you. around 9plus10 go take mrt go home lerh.


一颗坚强的心在等你回来


Walk away, Loved. 11:24:00 PM `
.Tuesday, June 06, 2006 ' ♥
i need to know the truth.


so bored~ today wake up around 12pm. hahas. i'm a pig. lalala~ nothing much. use computer, slackslack. around 5plus, went over to my godmum's house. i love my godmum lotslots. she's still the one who love me the best. (: i ate dinner at her house. she cook crabs! iloveilove. hahas. its soso nice can! after eating, i help her cut her toe-nails. cause nobody help her cut. so i help her cut. (: hahas. then watch tv, around 8plus jiu leave her house lerh. i went watsons buy wash face derh. and i saw hweehan. hahas. she look so shock. then after that me jiu go home liao.

天天都爱你


Walk away, Loved. 9:52:00 PM `
.Monday, June 05, 2006 ' ♥
do you really hate me?


today wake up around 720am. then prepare to go school. reach school around 850am. went up to commerce room for POA lesson. first section, 9-1035am, revise on double entries, adjusting entries and t-accounts. then around 10am-12pm, she test one by one or pair by pair. gross. 12pm-1pm was lunch. my turn was right after lunch, with cassandra. i passed. hahas. lalala~ then do some assignments. around 4pm, jiu dismiss liao. (:

请你相信我是真的不后悔


Walk away, Loved. 10:01:00 PM `
.Sunday, June 04, 2006 ' ♥
you changed everything.


today wake up around 11plus. eat, watch tv and use computer. then spent the whole afternoon rotting. LOL. then around 7pm, went for dinner with my parents and my niece. bought a very cute pair of slippers. LOL. well, nothing much. thats my sunday.

我依然还在等待,
等待你会明白


Walk away, Loved. 9:38:00 PM `
. ' ♥
are you a secure lover, why do you choose partners like you do.


AHGURL, you tend to gravitate toward romantic partners who have a secure attachment style.

people with a secure attachment style are warm, open and trusting.
they are typically comfortable with themselves and show high regard for others.
attachment style begins in infancy with the interactions we have with our parents or primary caregivers.
through these early relationships we begin to understand the dynamics and patterns of close relationships and we carry this perspective into our adult relationships.
psychologists call your attachment style
preoccupied.

you tend to worry about being abandoned in your romantic relationships.
you have a strong desire for closeness, but may feel that others seem unwilling to get as close as you would like.
it's likely that your openness to relationships is one of the first things potential partners notice about you.
39% of those who have taken our test share this style of attachment.
your answers on our test show that when it comes to relationships you are still wrestling with some of your earliest attachment issues.
while you may have resolved some issues, there is still room to grow and you have the potential to develop healthier relationship patterns.

Walk away, Loved. 4:30:00 PM `
.Saturday, June 03, 2006 ' ♥
mayb its the same reason.


tiredtiredtired. LOL. i'm always tired lah. yesterday sleep around 11plus. today wake up around 10plus. i dont know why. i just cant sleep anymore. so i just wake up. using computer then around 3plus, went to kallang bahru. meet up with engkeat laopa, lianiee and queenie. (: sit at a viokdeck and chatchat. then walk here walk there. go to another viokdeck to sit. chat until around 8pm, queenie jiu leave liao. cause she meeting with her family at town. then me and lianiee go tabao rice go viokdeck eat. LOL. laopa pei us. we at there sit, chat about alot of things. laopa, cheerup okae? i'm always here for you. (: then around 930pm, jiu go take bus go home lerh.

Walk away, Loved. 10:15:00 PM `
.Friday, June 02, 2006 ' ♥
your sweet love -


i'm veryvery tired right now. ): yesterday slept around 11plus. today wake up around 720am again. get ready for school, meet hweehan on bus62. hahas. reach school around 850am. stay in the canteen and wait for karmen they all to come. around 905am like that, we walk up to the class. we are not late okae. cause almost the whole class went up together. LOL. we are so united, arent we? XD

today maths lesson ended kinda early. around 11plus jiu end lerh. so me nanny karmen and erinna went yoshi to eat. eat hao lerh, went watsons. nanny wanna buy dye. so pei her go. after that, we walk to nanny house. i saw hiim, but he walked away. sighs~ reach nanny house, help her and erin dye hair. trust me, i'm a good hairdresser. LOL. after that at house slack until 3plus. i'm so tired lerh. so i say i wanna go home. LOL. then we all left her house. yup. tired! tomorrow mayb meeting up lianiee! imissyou. (:


Walk away, Loved. 9:16:00 PM `
.Thursday, June 01, 2006 ' ♥
baby, i'm so sorry.


i'm so tired lah. roars* LOL. yesterday slept around 12plus. goodness, everyday sleep so late. die liao lah. hahas. today wake up around 720am. prepare for school. meet up with hweehan at bus stop around 825am. sorry arh, make you wait for me. hahas. reach around 9am. yup, just nice for maths lesson. hahas. quite a number of people were late lah, thats expected. we did the topic transformation today. its okae but need to drow alot of lines. too many lines, so confusing. LOL.

around 1130am, miss liza give us a lunch break. until 1245pm. she's so good right. but in the end, she's late. LOL. everyone was standing outside the classroom waiting for her. hahas, then the lesson continue until around 2plus. its quite early lah. its supposed to end at 3pm. LOL. stay in school as its raining heavily. then finally around 350pm, the rain get smaller. so me karmen hweehan xumin leonora and hizan walk to PLCC. they went to play badminton while me and karmen went tangerine to eat. kinda hungry lah. hahas. then nanny meet up with us. and we left around 6plus.
say you will remember,
remember my hug, my heart, my love.
say you will remember,
remember my eyes, my smile, my soul.

Walk away, Loved. 10:04:00 PM `
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